Lee Ji-ah confesses after dropping lawsuit "Throwing my self away..."

Lee Ji-ah revealed her feelings personally for the first time.

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Having created un uproar in the entertainment industry with the lawsuit against singer Seo Taiji, actress Lee Ji-ah spoke about her true feelings on the 1st in her official homepage.

She started off by saying, "I would first like to apologize to everyone for not having showed you myself all this time".

"The past ten days have been beyond hard times for me. I dropped the charges and there was no negotiation what so ever. There have been so many speculations I think it's about time I gather my courage and tell you personally. However, even at this moment while I'm writing to you, I am scared and hesitant at the thought of conveying the truth deep from my heart".

She confessed about the love between her and Seo Taiji. "We were young but we loved with trust and hope. We had to give up so many things we should've had at that age but we always thought with the heart and never the head about our love".

"The influence and pain in my life about hiding my existence even before I knew the world is not something that can be expressed with words and writing. I had to live with several names, be confused with my identity and fret my guts. I was even misunderstood as a cold and untrue person for not being able to approach friends and family with a true heart and had a difficult time with people relationships. The pain of not being able to live as me was the same as losing my freedom".

She continued, "The reason for living life the unusual way was because he didn't want anyone to see us. Believing that was love, I even disregarded my parents. What I chose to do hurt me, made me suffer and I didn't know then that I was making myself meaningless".

"During the lawsuit, I didn't think we would come to this point. I didn't want to disrespect him and thought we could figure things out easily. However, two people who have known each other for a long time ended up facing each other with different opinions about the past".

"I dropped all charges because I didn't want to sacrifice my life until now and my life from now, as well as the precious hearts of everyone around me and my fans".

She concluded, "I want to return the favor to everyone supporting and wanting to see me return to my life but I apologize for becoming weaker and devastated to my parents and those who are cheering for me although they have suffered because of me".